Me...only bigger!

As 2011 rolls in I make this resolution. I just want to be me. I want to be me all the way. I want to do what I am kinda of doing, only way bigger and better! I want...that is, I WILL, dream bigger, work harder, run faster, push beyond the normal limits more than I already do. I will kiss longer, laugh harder, feel deeper and read at least one more book (to Charlotte). I will stop when asked, "Mommy, would you like to watch a show with me?". I will listen to the, "and then she....." with more gusto! I will snuggle better, allow cold dry feet to touch and throw more away! I have a lot of weird crap happen in my life. Finally, I believe I am to the point I just don't care or question it anymore. I have so many incredible weird blessings too! I like to think I welcome blessing more than others too. This year it's going to rain!!!!! This is the year that I fly! This is the year that my gifts are who I am. Not just what I am capable of. I will write! I will shoot! I will paint more, draw more, share more! I will not doubt and I will love! I will give all of it! Every single last ounce. I read a quote once that said something about not being regretful so much of what they had done but what they had not done. Two thousand and ten almost cost Matt his life. His human earthly existence. It may come again. But between now and then there will not be any "I wish"'s or "If only I had"'s. We will live! Live fully and deeply. Welcome 2011! I have big plans for you!